Happy Thruebab^^Missing Rima^^ Winter Solstice...

My friend Rima, 'religious active woman :P.' 

You know, today I was sitting there reading this amazing blog which I recently discovered. And then it struck me that I haven’t done any decent story-telling in a while.. . Hence the story out of the blue here, today I wanna admit that I missed Rima, I am missing her presence in facebook and no blog updates from her made me to worry about her L. ‘I hope she would be fine and safe. I am assuming she is at her home in Indonesia and accessibility of networks would be poor. God bless my assumptions be true.’ Rainbow Troops by Andra Hirata, Told Me the story of Indonesia, I trust you. I can't say enough amazing things about my dear friend Rima, she is bit well matured in thinking but being with me nullify her maturity and become immediate OGB(Over Grown Baby). We hug doraemon, pose for wefie, as we love more wefie :P Blogging has truly brought so much joy to my life that I never, ever expected. One of my friend questioned me, 'What's the best blog advice you've received?', and my answer was to "always write for yourself". Writing for myself keeps me happy, and if I hadn't been, I may have quit by now, and wouldn't have met these amazing women!

Blogging is definitely hard work. I write for fun. I jot down my feelings here. This blog is just my dairy, nothing more. Do not expect the perfect grammar, beautiful sentences or a wonderful paragraph. I am a woman who cannot think beyond the box. If you visit my blog you will go back with full of emptiness. But for me it’s worth every hour spent, every photo snapped,  every word typed, just to make new, fun friends from around the world. Some people ask if it’s really worth investing all the time. My answer? Heck yes, it’s worth it. Miss blogger! one of my colleague cried in a very sarcastic voice, ‘Free period is to prepare the lesson plan not to go though the blogs, you are paid for your job not for blogging…and grinned.’ I smiled back and replied, ‘Yes you are true but I am women who preplan everything. I don’t postponed nor do I escape the period provided for me. I make my period worth learning for children,  I am not like you who sleep bongbong at home and you don’t get a bit of time to breathe during your leisure hours… blabla” 

“You suppressed me with your howry(nonsense) dialogue.” He added. :P I smiled wider then and brust into LOL...

Now, I amasking you a question, listen to me...

How do you usually behave when you’re over the moon happy about something? Smiling? 

Yes that’s a start.

 Being nicer to people around?  Absolutely. 

Treating friends for drinks or food? Hmmm…not advisable but not uncommon either… Today infact I am happy plus sad too. Huh?? Confused?? You know why am I sad alright?? Now, I will tell you why am I happy as well... Its been almost a month that I have been learning how to drive a car… Rough and tough road made my learning the Toughest, Scariest and Funniest  one. You know, last week I was driving towards Kingarabten and a huge truck approached me and instead of giving him a side, I charged him by stopping right in front of that truck, that was an unplanned charge I can say lol :p haha… That driver was laughing at me, instead of gnashing his teeth. I begged him sorry and said, 'I am a learner here…' :( I can dRive bit better than last week thats the reason of my hapiness :P

Source: Sonam Tenzin(Blogger)

Haha I am out off topic now, actually I am here to wish you a very happy blessed rainy day(Read more  about thruebab here :P) and also to greet winter solstice. I want to draw your attention to the power of Solstice as a healing time of the year. The period when the days are short and the nights are long has traditionally been viewed as a time for reflection, rest, and renewal, now my friend probably would get time to breath during his leisure hours. From today, we welcome the season for the laziest people and who love to sleep more and I call it as the season for piggy, I hope my piggy colleague will get time to plan lesson back at home and he wouldn’t complain about my blogging passion  :P haha kidding aside. “Do I really deserve to talk in these horrible ways?” haha anyways, spoken words cannot be retrieved alright,so you have to digest it piggy colleague :P. 

 You know,  from this season onwards; the spirit turns inward and enters a dormant state, making space for deep changes and new growth to take place. The mind calms but does not stop working; in fact, moving below the surface, as in a dream, it may find solutions to problems that are more active, conscious, deliberate kind of thinking was not able to solve. Yes, energy slows somewhat at this time of year, but more importantly it changes forms and works in different ways.  So, happy, autumn!  kick off the weird summer; smile wide to welcome beautiful autumn. 

Happy Thruebab^^Happy blessed rainy day!

May the rain purify your mind, body and soul.

 Stay Blessed Forever…I will bring more story about the thruebab celebrations... Please stay tuned for something awesome. :P

Painted my blog post with pictures ^^ :P

 I have always shown you my busyness in work, which reading my post brought you more sophistication in you. Today I am more excited to announce you that, ‘This is my week of complete freedom :P no agenda, no coordination of dance, no remedial classes. I am floating in air, lightest me :P’

 Sadly next week the school opens up for teachers to begin remedial classes and the following week will be the complete work week. :D 

Today I have brought you a news, Please listen!

 Last Saturday evening, Samcholing MSS nailed annual variety show and things went amazingly well! I am too lazy for a long post so I will just get straight to the pictures.

Have a glance :) 

Plesant evening ahead.

 

 

Smiling Wide ^^

Current facial expression of mine :P
...edges of mouth
 reached almost bottom of my ears..

 Hello everyone,

I hope you're enjoying your weekends. I've been thinking about my weekdays, and yes, its busiest week. Cultural practices for annual variety show in the school made a week an absolute nightmare. Today our school is concluding an annual variety show, with 34 items in total… I hope our brilliant students will colour the stage with special inbuilt talents... 

 I craved for weekends and you are here, profound thanks! My favorite season is around the corner again. Summer SERIOUSLY is humid and full of leeches here.  I'm NOT a fan of humidity and creepy creature. .. Sometime, I wish to make blood sucker into two halves but I cannot do that, as they encompass a life as well(yes, I am always a Religious minded Rupa, wink! :P just an adjectives here. :P )

So, the best way to prevent humidity and leech is by staying indoors, watching Gopi bhahu(Sathiya) and exploring few more channels provided by ‘Trongsa Cable Service Provider Pvt. Ltd.’ :P haha 

Today, my blog have brought a new visual treat to you(I mean a logo of CBB at right_Top of my blog :P)Now you are looking there? Yes! I ddn't lie to you alright :P haha… If you have visited my little space earlier; today you will see a massive change in my blog design :P I have just borrowed prices less blog design from Mr. Sherab. I checked the zakar and it says it’s a fine day for construction/reconstruction of anything, so I have painted my blabla blog with the base help from him. 

 Now I am smiling wide, wider than ever, my side edges of mouth reached almost bottom of my ears. I smiled wide: Just to welcome my favorite season, to enjoy weekends and to see my blog a profession one… wink ;) haha I mean to say, blog design huh, not my write up. My write-up is always blabla… 

Happy weekends to you! 

Buddha Bless You. 

P.S: Sherab, Nameysamey Kadrinchoelah… May your blog flourish with 1000’s of visitors each day and may your blog be useful to upcoming bloggers… haha :D Shhh! I am serious here :D

Dear Blog ^^

My Mom left today. She had stayed for a week to take care of me, and now there’s a vacuum in the apartment…

I stood by the roadside holding my phone wrapped inside my handkerchief in one hand and chips in another hand and sobbing softly, when she went inside the bus. Even though I am mother of 101 children, teacher of high school students, I behaved like a scared 2-year old. I wiped away my tears without the notice of any one. 

When the air is just warm

Mom left me waving her hands, “Eat meals on time, if you are scare to be in the apartment call any student to accompany you.” She whispered. Infact, that’s what I usually do.  I nodded by shaking my head… I couldn’t speak at that moment, as I am full of emotions; I knew my voice will shake, so I was mute in responding her  :P.  I waved back to her and whispered safe journey. I was treated like a princess. Nobody can replicate mom. Yes! mom is mom… 

Do you have the kind of feelings that you want to hold back and never let anyone know what you feel; yet you can’t just resist letting them know? If yes, do appear with me for I am feeling that way today. I wear big specs bigger than my face… Luckily I have big face so my specs really fitin, else I bet I look like a supendi(comedian character in comics). My eyes were swelled because of SobSob. So, I can wear big specs and hide everything… :P

I am saying more often, I am not the kind who would sit with everyone to have a conversation talking all about me. I’m more on the listening side than do the talking system. My friends know about me, Rima knows that, Ugyen sir know as well :P I talk less. Yet today I feel so different like I wanted to grab my mom’s hand if only she’s with me right now and have the conversation throughout the day talking all about my week and plans. My mom had been my very best friend all the way. It’s unlikely now because I’m living apart from her and the sharing’s of my everyday life had been limited. 

I miss her DEADLY :P (My friend Mahendra use this word frequently :P ).

Then I remembered you, a loyal friend, and a silent confidante.

Patiently waiting for me to write. Something. Anything.

So I did. . 

P.S: Reader, thank you for being with me. I appreciate your reading! Those who just pass by my page I whole heartedly welcome you, thank you for sharing your time.

Happy Thursday everyone!

Enjoy your day!

Momentary feelings in me ^^

Summer was quickly fading away. it gives me that sad realization that summer is quickly waning. It is silly to ponder though. Today is a bright beautiful summer day outside. August flew by in much the same manner as July. Busy.

 
Autumn it always seems to come too soon, when we're still thinking about summer days. I have found it even harder this year, since the summer was so wet(creepy creature) and cloudy and because of that murder case I experienced a dreadful days every time.  Sin-dey(soul of dead people) getting into ones soul and speaking? Was that true? Do ones soul gets into another person and talk? Sigh! Gloomy-Scary-Tried… and I feel my home as hunted house, broom lying on the floor, a drop of water falling in the bathroom, a rush of wind disturbing my window curtains made me to run away from home… I was sick of these feelings since last few days. I called my mom to be here with me and she is the only best friend that I owe here. My girls here in the hostel always accompanied me before the arrival of my mom :)…

 

Photo: Google Rinpoche...:P

Tomorrow I have planned a rimdro (puja) at home, I hope every big-small demons living inside my home will be chased away and I will gain peace in my mind. :P I don’t know why I am feeling like this, since then I used to be a very strong girl. When I was growing up my parents always told me how strong I was. As a homeschooled student, I didn’t feel that I could properly gauge that for myself. What happened today?  I distinctly remember the thinking of my dad, “does my dad really think I am strong? Or is he concerned that I am not too strong and that is why he tries to encourage me?, my dad says I can even kick all demons and with full of praise I used to walk alone towards rest room in the evening... I struggled with this question until I get into high school, feeling uncertain about myself and my abilities. You know, when I was young I used to pretend that I wasn't afraid of anything.  It made me feel cool - like I was braver than most people.  If my mom called me on my bluff and asked me to dispose of waste food in bin, I would put on my battle-face and do my best to get rid of it without letting the panic bubble to the surface. 

 
I don't pretend anymore. It was a genuine fear that I had and today finally I proved to be a weak lady, with all dreadful fears in my mind… Wearing feeling of fear in mind is awful … you know yesterday, I was on my way to monitor breakfast, in between dining hall and my home lies kitchen, and I just wanted to enter kitchen, since students were yet to settle for breakfast.

 
I entered kitchen. I saw Auu N**a(cook) sitting comfortably on a chair, with his crossed legs and he was genuinely smiling at me but I ended up saying, “Azaiii” and came out... L what he might have felt looking at my reaction? I really need to get out of these creepy feelings. But  how??

 
I was neither a huge movie watcher nor an enthusiast reader but these days’ beautiful-emotional movies and smooth good books became my only friends to drain out my scariest feelings.Everymorning I have held back my brother till girls return from their morning studies, I don’t care if he delays in reaching to the school. I am selfish here however, I had no way out. I called my mother to be with me atleast for a month, “We have lots of work back at home, it’s a season to harvest cardamom, to uproot the weeds from the paddy field, not only that she also have to look after the poultry and dairy back at home.’ That’s the sentence spoke by my dad when I proposed and forced my mom to be with me at lest for a month. “Dad, I will be keeping her for a week only,” I declared.  She reached here yesterday, I am happiest of all to be with mom and now my scariest feeling is also fading away. My mom talks nonstop, unlike me.  I am praying and wishing hers long stay with me.

 
You know, I cannot watch movie on my laptop or in my small TV screen. So,I always take projecteor of IT lab down to my home and project movies for myself. I prefer more of animated movies and bollyhood…which were more up my alley to fulfill my su-tumn scoop... behind this I also started to offer daily prayers to KenchoSum. Now becoming a good lady infact :P haha…

 
Every time your heart starts to beat out of your chest from fear, being uncomfortable, or getting stuck in a house where nothing is familiar, it’s a great reminder that you’re alive.

 
P.S: Auu  N**a(cook), he returned that day to school from him being the victim of getting soul of our  late student Sonam Dorji(That is the reason I ended up saying aziii :P) … I have lighted butter lamp for you, recited long prayers to you dead soul Sonam, please find your way to heaven and RIP. 

 
To my friend here, every day that you wake up alive and healthy is a great day. Never forget that.

Thanks for being with me.
Xoxo